Thursday, December 16, 2010

[Video Download] Super Junior 나쁜 여자 Boom Boom FMV (Rom / Eng Subs)




Title : 나쁜 여자 Boom Boom also known as Bad Girl

Artist : Super Junior
Album : BONAMANA (Super Junior 4th album)

I was trying to upload this for a long time. but i only had the will to now. XDD.
here it is. :) I know you want this. XDDD
The quality is a whole lot better than that uploaded from youtube. 
be sure to credit if in use. ;)

Download here:  http://adf.ly/X6Yf 


Sunday, December 12, 2010

[Video Download] Super Junior Goodbye A short Journey



Goodbye (A short Journey) from their 4th Album Bonamana
Kangin Tribute done a few months back. :) Here's the download link of the mp4. --> Mediafire
or direct link: http://www.mediafire.com/?k5cz8wdb9k9m8ht

[Fic] Flicker

Title: Flicker
Leeteuk-centic
Summary: After their defeat in Golden Disk Awards. Leeteuk confirmed that he's skilled enough to take up acting.

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Leeteuk thinks he’s skilled enough to take up acting.

Afterall, feigning a dimpled smile, so vivid that it could lighten everyone’s day (when he can’t even light up his own) is not the easiest thing to do.

“And this year’s daesang award goes to So Nyu Shi Dae”, the host announced as hundreds of cheers deafen Leeteuk’s ears, an unbelievable amount of confetti falling down the stage.

Leeteuk looked at their hoobaes, accepting the award with bright smiles in their faces, and tears that can only be of happiness. Leeteuk mused that he wanted to cry as well – but the script says this is the part where he goes towards them Congratulations and be happy.

So he did. But the flicker of pain in the other members’ eyes never escaped his peripheral vision. Maybe there was some in his too.

It would be lying if they said they never expected to win anyway. There was a little reservation of ELF’s at a little café nearby, a cake and gifts for their expected win. Even a small pat at the back from their sunbaes You definitely owned it this year before their Sorry Sorry Performance.

But scriptwriters tend to do irrelevant twists to stories just to keep it going.

It’s okay. Heechul whispered as he hugged the older man. Leeteuk could not even find the will to respond and just smiled stiffly. It’s okay hyung, Sungmin echoed as his chance to hug their leader came, we can’t get everything in life.

At least we got the popularity award, right hyung?  Donghae almost choked at his words and Leeteuk hugged the younger man telling him it would be alright if he sleeps in his bed this night. Really hyung, I’m okay, the younger man gently declined, a ghost smile in his face.

SNSD had been like family to them anyway. They’re even from the same company for God’s sake. And they worked really hard too anyway.

 (But not as much as Eunhyuk nails himself in the dance studio for 24 hours straight to practice the choreography, Just let me hyung, I don’t have anything else the dancing machine smiled shielding his eyes from the older man before going back to practice. But you’ve got MC skills and you aren’t a bad singer, Leeteuk wanted to counter but chose to zip his mouth.

And not as much as how Ryeowook forces to stay in his room, racking his brain for lyrics of songs, breaking his voice for vocal practice. At least I have something to keep myself busy, he joked as the other members are getting ready for their individual activities. Leeteuk knew better.)

Asia Popularity Award, Leeteuk looked at their trophy, yeah, we’re popular enough in all parts of Asia but can’t even get the Daesang. A bitter voice in his mind keeps ringing. Because this year have been too tough for all of them. Everything’s too blurry, too fresh that it feels like they deserve something to make up for all those hard times. Because they deserve it.

We’re sorry Kangin-ah, Leeteuk blamed his voice for cracking and gentle tears escaping from his eyes for the other members to see as he held out his phone. Yah! No one should be saying sorry, for you all did your best. And that’s more than enough, Leeteuk thinks Kangin remains as their pillar of support even though he’s far away.

Next year we’ll be reaching for the stars again, Yesung said as his little eyes comforted Leeteuk in his silent cries. And we’ll definitely hold it tightly next time.

Siwon and Shindong crashed him in their embrace and the oldest guy chuckled, feeling the warmth he’s been deprived of for so long.

Sorry Oppa, the voices of their fans rang in his ears and he can’t help but close his eyes and listen, just listen

Sometimes, Leeteuk can never understand the way things happen in this industry. Sometimes the lights following him are too bright that it can be blinding and Leeteuk becomes too afraid to open his eyes anymore – afraid that the flickering lights would just be a part of his reveries.

Sometimes, Leeteuk just wanted to hear what his heart is really saying.

Maybe, after this, he should take on a new role. The one wherein he gives his dimpled smile, so vividly that it could brighten up everyone’s day. And everyone else smiles back at him, lightening his own murky world.

Friday, December 10, 2010

[Fic] Please Do


Leeteuk watched closely at the girl lying beside him as she stirred and slowly opened her eyes. Peeping at him with a smile, she rubbed her eyes with her knuckles, giggling when he made a face.
“Good morning”, he gave her a dimpled smile, stealing a peck on her forehead as she whispered a faintmmmning before before burying her face on his chest. He pulled her closer to his embrace, wrapping his arms around her petite body. “Had a goodnight sleep?” he whispered on her neck as she tried not to shiver at his hot breath but failed miserably.
Leeteuk felt her discomfort and pulled away a little, sitting quietly on the side of the bed. She looked upward and slipped on the wall beside him, confused by his sudden action.
“Oppa, is there something wrong?”
He managed to give a small smile “Nothing”
It was the first time they slept together since they’ve been a couple. And although that’s most positively all they did – sleep, nothing more, nothing less – he can’t bear to feel a little guilty having this girl lie to her parents about doing a school project at her friend’s house.
He sighed, staring at her angelic figure, a smile shown on her face as she held his gaze.
“Oppa?”
“Hmm?”
“Why are you looking at me like that?” she tilted her head, blinking a few times.
“Waeyo? Is it wrong to look at my girlfriend now?” he said, grinning playfully.
A wide smile played on her lips “I’ll look at you as well then” she looked at him for a while before bursting into a giggle, crescent forming in her eyes. He had never seen anything more beautiful. “Aahh, I really suck at staring sessions”, she mused loudly which caused a hearty laugh from him.
“Haelin-ah”, he said after a while, picking up her hand that was then resting on her side. She shifter her face sidewise  to have a clearer view of him. He wasn’t frowning, but he wasn’t smiling either and it took a whole lot of courage for her to blurt out a waeyo? seeing this could not lead to anything good.
“I think.. we should let your parents know we’re still in this relationship” he said, eyes boring to hers.
She began to shake her head, smiling sadly, “Ani, oppa.. I know they would only oppose it again”
 “..Did you know how much they think our relationship’s worth for our family’s honor?” she almost choke the words, and was the only one to laugh at her humorless joke. Leeteuk looked at her as she smiled, a hint of sadness in her eyes “And besides, I’ll be 18 soon. I’ll be finally of legal age!” she tried to sound cheerful. “Just a little bit longer, deh oppa?”
He smiled at her, burying the guilt, the pain and everything in between in his heart as he hugged her closely, breathing the scent of her as it would be the last. “Mianhe.. haelin-ah, oppa couldn’t do anything but wait for you”, he whispered, hugging her tighter, longing to take all the hurt she felt. Every pain she’ve gone through when people found out about her relationship with some guy 12 years older than her. Remembering how she went to him, eyes swollen from crying but smiling her brightest smile. He went to her house, explaining, arguing, trying his best to prove his good intention. But apparently, their relationship in others eyes was just plain wrongWhen Leeteuk was sure it was one of the few right things he did in his entire life.
“Mianhe, haelin-ah”
He always thought he stole her teenage years. For they can only date in his old apartment, talk secretly on the phone, act an ajussi-schoolgirl façade when others are around. Wondering how it would be if destiny had allowed to delay his birth a little later – a little later for it to be right. To do things like going to amusement parks, hold hands in public, shouting to the world how lucky he is to have her. He knew better than to hold onto these empty wishes, but still.. It would have been much easier.
“Mianhe”
“Pabo Teuk. What are you saying sorry for?” she began hitting his back lightly. “Did you know how empty my life would have become if I’ve never met you? My life was trash, ready to be thrown completely, but you’ve given me happiness. You’ve changed my perspective in life. You’ve changed me” she smiled playfully though tears are brimming in her eyes. “And now you’re sorry for all that? You are an idiot” as soon as that was said, tears started falling down. Leeteuk cupped her face, wiping the flowing tears with the thumb of his hand. “Don’t cry Haelin-ah, I never did regret anything” he smiled genuinely, resting his forehead in hers. “I never will.”
Haelin embraced him as she smiled on his shoulder, sighing at the overwhelming bitter-sweet atmosphere. “Saranghaeyo oppa.”
“Saranghamnida. Remember the promise to not let anything come between us?” She nodded weakly. “I’d gladly fulfill that” he said before taking her in for a kiss.
The kiss pretty much explained his genuine feelings, saying the emotions that can’t be put into words. He still wondered how such a perfect love can be wrong, but shrugged the thought, loving the feeling of her lips in his. Leeteuk tried his best to pull away before he begins to lose control. After all, she’s still a kid.
She pouted in disappointment while he grinned cheekily, kissing the pout on her lips and the tip of her nose. “Get up”, he said softly, pulling her hand as he stood up in front of her. “Cook me breakfast”
She wrinkled her nose in disgust “No fair”, she pouted once again. “You just have to ruin the fluffy moments, right?”
He smirked triumphantly amidst her scowl “Nuh-uh” he said as his index finger swayed from left to right “there’ll be no more torrid kisses for minors”
He was attacked by a pillow straight on his face as he ran for his life. “I’ll grow up soon, you’ll be sorry for treating me like this!” she puffed her cheeks running after him. Hating her legs for being so short compared to his long ones.
He stuck out his tongue friskily but in his mind are the words Please do.
For this love to be right in others eyes, he doesn’t know what to do. But there’s one thing he’s sure of, he can’t and will never give this up.

[Fic] Stolen


It was just any other day of training and Sooyoung was found sitting lazily in an abandoned practice room, back resting on the wall, fingers fiddling over her tangled earphones . It was lunch time and surprisingly, she was not at all excited to see food. In fact, she hasn’t even been thinking of food all day long. She wasn’t, because she was thinking of him instead.
She rested her head on the wall, eyes closed as she heaved a sigh. This is that room. The room where she first met him, and she remembered so clearly how his dark eyes looked at her that day, she was a newbie who had been really, really, really afraid of the sudden change in her life, crying all her tears out but his soft smile reassured her that everything would be alright. And thank God it did become alright. They’ve became close friends and Sooyoung wondered if it had been love at first sight or it was a feeling that was developed overtime.
A finger brushing past her hand caused her to snap her eyes open, only to be shocked by the image of intruder. “Hey”, he was smiling gently, and she didn’t know if it was lack of food that caused her stomach to flutter.
“Hey, Kyuhyunnie”, she echoed, watching him as he snatched away the earphone she was fiddling with, sitting beside her before untangling the earphone himself.
“So, why are you still here?” he asked after he managed to untangle the earphone, handing it back to her.
“Is it a wrong thing?” she offered him a side of the earpiece, which he gladly accepted, stretching his feet in front of him.
He chuckled at her statement, “I’m not saying it is, it’s just so not like you to linger here during lunch hours”
She nudged him hard that he almost fell down. “Yah! What do you mean by that?!”
He looked at her innocently, still recovering from the sudden impact. “By what?”
“Are you saying that I’m a pig?!” her hands found its way to hit him gently on the arm.
Kyuhyun chuckled even more, the sound of his laughter caused tiny shivers down her spine. “When did I ever say that?”
Just the sight of him looking at her made her smile widely. “You didn’t but that’s what this is what this conversation is going anyway”
He shook his head, “You’re just hungry Soo”, he retorted, and was fast enough to stop the hand that was about to hit him again. Her hand was now enclosed by his warm one, she doesn’t pull back, and neither did he, so their hands remained like that, intertwined as it lay forgotten (but not really) on the ground. Sooyoung wondered if Kyuhyun could hear her erratic heartbeat now that they were so close.
“Sooyoung-ah” he said after a while, and Sooyoung turned her attention from smiling at the distant window to him.
“Hmm?”
“Your hands are soft”, Sooyoung looked at his shy smile then at their intertwined fingers before twitching her lips into a smile. “Well, they usually are”, she said proudly.
“I see”, Kyuhyun was now rubbing circles in her slender fingers using his thumb while she tried to distract herself by drawing imaginary lines on her ipod.
“So, why are you here again?”
“I don’t know, just thinking about things”, she shrugged
“What things?” he shifted his position sidewards so he can have a clearer view of her.
“Things..” You for that matter. But Sooyoung choose not to say the last part.
Silence.
“Sooyoung-ah”, his deep voice momentarily stopped her from fangirling inside. (She’s so close to Kyuhyun. Her hands in his. his hands)
“Hmmm?”
“Is there someone you like right now?”
She coughed loudly, shocked by his sudden question. Her actions caused a chuckle from him. Perhaps he knew?
“Wae..Waeyo?” she tilted her head sideward, watching him hide a smirk.
“Because I know someone who likes you”, his dark eyes are boring into her and she can’t help but feel conscious. Yuri is so going to kill her later because she’s so sure of screaming her guts out when she came back to their dorm.
She managed to hit him again using her free hand (the one not enclosed by his hands) “You’re joking” but he caught her hand before she can pull it away. She is now facing him, both hands enclosed by his, her knees touching the side of his legs.
“Sooyoung-ah” Sooyoung had no time to respond for the moment it was said, her lips was enclosed by his. She’s afraid her heart would come out of her chest, her toes are curling and she closed her eyes to feel the softness of his lips.
He pulled away with a smile which turned into a smirk when he caught sight of her dazed expression.
“I’m not joking at all” he said ever so slowly. Damn. his voice. It kills.
She ignored her inner thoughts which screamed Cho Kyuhyun! to nudge him using her knees. “That was my first kiss you know” she was ought to become angry but she can’t help the wide smile creeping on her face.
His smirk even widen as he said the words. “Mind if I steal your second?”
She pouted, not approving nor disapproving anything, while he laughed heartily, “I’ll feed you?” he offered causing another slap from her legs.
“If I receive another hit, I’m going to steal your third kiss as well” he pretended a glare, before smiling slyly.
Sooyoung returned the smile, "That would not be stealing anymore because you already told me"
And that was how her second kiss was stolen.
Sooyoung just knew Kyuhyun was not called evil maknae for nothing. and she won’t mind if he steal up to 100 kisses from her.